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TORN (Chapter 3)
Friday, April 27, 2012 | 8:50 PM | 0 comments
I woke up hearing my phone ringing. Niall wasn't around and I was wearing his shirt, the one that says ''Go Large.'' I grabbed my phone to see who was calling, to my surprise it was Zayn! I quickly answered it, ''Hello?'' Zayn said in his oh-so sexy voice. ''Hey babe! I missed you so muuuuch!'' I quite exaggerated on the 'much' part, tears escape from my eyes but managed to stop them. ''I know, I've missed you too.'' he laughs. ''When are you coming back?'' I asked. ''By the end of the month, I guess.'' ''End of the month? Why not now? I miss how it feels to be with you.'' I said in a sad tone. ''I'm sorry babe, been busy here. I'm trying to work things out. I promise I'll make it up to you... I assure you, you're gunna have fun everyday.'' he said. I can imagine Zayn giving me seductive looks. ''I'll be waiting.'' I told him. ''I hope you will... My life's been he-'' I accidentally pressed the end call button when Niall shouted ''POTATOES'' on my left ear. ''Look what you made me do!'' I said in a rather annoyed voice. ''I'm sure it isn't important babe, c'mon let's go down for breakfast.'' he laughed. ''Not important? How can it be NOT IMPORTANT?! The one who called me was Zayn, okay?'' I shouted. I find myself crying once again but his time it was out of control. ''Oh, I'm sorry.'' Niall said feeling a bit guilty. He tried to hug me but I pushed him back. ''Leave me alone!'' I told him as I ran out of the room and find m way out of the hotel.


I went to a place where no one can see me and cried my eyes out. When I finall got a hold of myself, I went back inside the hotel and talked to Niall. ''I want to go home.'' I said. ''But why? It's--'' ''I said I want to go home, now!'' I started to raise my voice. ''Okay, okay. I'll just pay, go get ready your things.'' he said. Niall went out, as for me, I was packing my things. I was expecting for Zayn to call again but he didn't. I guess he wasn't allowed anymore. I didn't actually quite understand why he had to leave, he said it's country related but I doubt he'd be serving in some kind of war. It was completely out of my wildest imaginations. I shook my head to forget all about it. Niall came back and quickly packed his things too. After wo both had finished packing we had a quick breakfast and then headed home. Going back seemed very long. It took us nearly 4hours to get home. It doesn't matter now since we're finally back home. As I entered my house I waved goodbye to Niall and left him a half-smiling me. I felt bad for shouting at him earlier. I mean, I didn't mean to make him feel bad but I doubt that he actually did.


I unpacked my things and put it back where it should be. I texted my mom asking when will she be back then I got an instant reply saying she will be back in two weeks from now. I didn't really mind about my mom being out for two weeks more, it's Zayn I'm worried about. There are many unanswered questions inside my mind right now, it's all about Zayn. ''Is he okay?'' ''Why does he have to leave?'' ''What does he exactly mean by country related?'' These thoughts were interrupted when Marie, my bestfriend called. ''Hey Marie! What made you call?'' I asked. ''Are you freakin' out of your mind?! You're everywhere! New, tabloids, internet!'' she shouted and then hung up. I don't know what she's talking about so I headed to the nearest news stand. As soon as I got there, the old lady who owns the news stand gave me a stare which actually creeped me out. She was with her daughter, I think. By the looks of her she's of the same age as I am, 17. She whispered something in the old lady's ear. I didn't quite get it but I think she said ''that's the slut in the news right?'' then the old lady nodded. I didn't mind it anyway. I grabbed a newspaper and handed the lady some money. I quickly ran back to my hous to catch the celebrity news....


As I reached my house, I quickly went inside and turn on the TV. I sat on the couch and scanned the newspaper while waiting for the celebrity news. While I was scanning the newspaper, celebrity news came on so I stopped. I sit back as I wait for their juicy celebrity news and gossips countdown. They're gunna feature the top 5, I was completely surprised when One Direction came on #1. ''What's the issue this time?'' I thought. The lady reporter started talking, ''One Direction's Zayn Malik has been out of London for about 5months now, I wonder how his naughty girlfriend, Elouise Bryce dealed with this situation?'' she said exaggerating on the word ''NAUGHTY.'' ''Our source says she was caught kissing Harry Styles, another member of One Direction. Well it doesn't stop there, there has been video leaks of her having sex with One Direction's Louis Tomlinson and Niall Horan. Don't get su wrong, it all happened on different days. Guess this innocent looking girl made a foll out of us.'' she continued. I felt my heart shatter into million pieces. I was completely speechless. I didn't know how to react so I turned off the television. My life's over, I'm completely exposed. Tears stream down my face since I don't know how to cope up with the situation.
TORN (Chapter 2)
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I woke up around 5am and got out of bed immediately. I decided to go for a walk or a jog maybe. I grabbed my phone&hoodie then set off. ''Finally out in the streets.'' I told myself. I felt the cool morning breeze go against my direction, which gave me shivers. Finally I decided to go to jog and head for the park. On my way, I passed by street cleaners and people leaving early for work. The sight of it makes me very thankful that I'm blesses with a good life like this. I found myself smiling, so yeah, I was jogging with a big smile on my face. ''What an absolute idiot I am.'' I thought. After a half an hour jog I finally reached the park. There were only a few people there but somebody caught my attention. ''he looks familiar....'' I thought. It's Niall! ''NIALL!'' I shouted while waving at his direction. He noticed me and quickly ran towards my direction. ''Hey babe, what's up?'' he asked. ''Nothing, just went for an early jog. You?'' ''Just went out for a walk.'' I wasn't really expecting bumping into Niall today. ''Oh hey, the boys and I are planning to go to the beach today. Wanna come?'' he asked feeling a bit nervous. ''Sure, sounds great.'' I quickly responded. ''Great, so it's the 5 of us then.'' he smiles. ''Wait, what? 5 us? And then it hi me, Zayn wasn't around. I forgot all about it.'' tears nearly came out of me as I thought of this. ''What's wrong?'' Niall asked. ''Oh nothing, I gotta go now. See ya later.'' I waved goodbye as I ran out of the park. 


as I was running on the way home, I bumped into Harry. ''Woah! Easy there.'' he sadi while getting a grip on both of my arms. I suddenly remembered what he did to me the other day so I struggle myself free and ran away in fear. When I eached m house I hurriedly went inside. In exhausment, I flopped myself into the couch and closed my eyes. When I woke up it was already 8am. I headed to the kitchen and grabbed some cereals and milk. I got a text from Niall saying: ''Hey! Sadly the boys can't come with us. I was wondering if it's just the two of us then? I mean, if it's alright with you. xx'' As his bestfriend, I wouldn't want to ditch him like the boys did. So I replied to his text saying:''Sure thing, it's totally fine with me. I'll get ready.'' After eating, I went straight to my room and packed my things. I made sure everything was all there: bikinis, sunscreen, blah blah. Few minutes later the doorbell rang. I went downstairs carrying my bag hoping it was Niall. I opened the door to see who it was, it is Niall!! ''you ready?'' he asked. ''heck yea, I am!'' I laughed. I went out and locked the door, I made sue everything was secured. I put my things at the back of his car and I occupied the seat next to the driver's seat. Niall finally went inside the car and started the engine. ''It's a 2hour drive.'' he said. ''It's okay.'' I smiled. We took off not a moment after. After a very long drive we finally arrived. I excitedly got out of the car and grabbed my things. It was actually a hotel beside the beach... ''Let's put our things in our hotel room first.'' Niall suggested. I nodded. We already settled our things when I realized... ''Wait, we'll share the same room?'' I asked in surprise. ''Yeah, is there a problem? Don't worry I'll sleep on the floor.'' he laughs. ''Oh no, it's okay if you sleep beside me. After all, we're friends, aren't we?'' I gave him a little smile. I grabbed my bikini and quickly changed. I also grabbed my sunglasses and put some sunscreen on. ''See you outside.'' I hollered.


At the beach, I quickly found a perfect spot. I lied there feeling the warm sun all over me. I was completely relaxed when suddenly out of nowhere I feel sand dripping on my belly. ''Niall will you stop doing that.'' I say without opening my eyes but he won't stop. I've known him for a lon time together with the other 4 and now we're bestfriends. He takes more sand and continues to pour it all over my belly and legs. ''Niall stop!'' I say a bit annoyed and gently slap away his hand still not opening my eyes. After a while I think he has stopped but then I feel blowing in my ear. ''That's it Horan! Don't make me come after you!'' I shou and get up from he ground. Niall starts to run for the water and I'm righ after him. He laughs and starts to splash water all over me. I laugh and do the same to him but his splashes seem to be bigger so I try to hide behind my hands. I can't see anything because of the water splashes and suddenly I feel cold hands around my hips that pull me down onto the ground. The water around us is gently brushing against our bodies. Breathless about Niall's handsome features against the sun makes me all speechless. He looks deeply into my eyes and places my hands above my head. He slowly bends down for my ear. ''You're so beautiful Elouise, the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. You're my bestfriend but lately I've goten these feelings towards you, eally strong feelings. I know you're taken and all but you're one of a kind.'' he whispers against my ear as he pulls back to face me. I can feel my cheeks getting all red and hot and I smile faintly. I feel butterflies in my stomach and I notice Niall also starts to blush. I try to say something but find no words. I feel Niall getting closer to my face, his warm breath tickling my cheek. I look down at his lips and back up at his eyes when I feel his soft lips brushing against mine. I arch my back as ou kiss deepens. I can feel his tongue gently playing with mine and I feel his smile. I instantly begin to smile too, breaking the kiss our foreheads rested against eachothers. ''Let's go back to he hotel, shall we?'' he suggested. ''sure thing.'' he offered me a piggy back ride, so I was riding on his back on the way back to the hotel.


Niall suggested we watch a movie he has never watched before, The Lion King. We're halfway through the film and Niall is starting to get bored, he removes his hands from my shoulder and moves it to my thigh, I looked down at his crotch, he's bored and horny. He starts to move his hand further and futher up the inside of my thigh, until he reaches my now incredibly wet pussy. He slides his hands into my trousers ad inserts two fingers into me, and starts thrusting them in and out, I moan in pleasure and start to whisper his name over and over again, not long after I can't take it anymore, and I grab Niall's shirt and pull him on top of me and start to kiss him, my lips moving against his with urgency and our tongues dancing together inside my mouth. He moves his hands to my bum and pulls me onto his lap, I feel his hard bulge pressed right into my leg, making me even wetter. He grabs onto my legs and holds onto them, as he makes his way to the bed, not pulling away our kiss, he fumble with light switch still kissing me. He pulls away and I look into his eyes and then lean into his ear and whispered ''Fuck me, please...'' He smiles cheekily and then places me down on the bed and climbing on top of me. I pull off his top quickly and he does the same to me, and unclipping my bra within record time, I pull at his chino's until they're on the floor and straight after that I take off his boxers, which were holding back his incredibly big, hard dick, within seconds we are both completely naked, he pushes himself into me, and start to thrust slow at start, to make sure he doesn't hurt me because of his size, I nod at him telling him that he can go faster and harder, and he doesn't hold back. I bite on his shoulder to stop myself from screaming with pleasure as Niall thrusts his dick into me fast and hard. He screams my name as he cums inside of me, he rolls off me and lies beside my, breathless, his beautiful naked body glistening with sweat. ''No one's taking you away from me, you're mine.'' he says. ''Zayn... I'm sorry.'' I whispered as tears stream down my face. Niall pulled me into his bare chest and gently rocks me to sleep.






hope you enjoyed. Massive credit to  and  for writing some portions of this chapter. I love 'em. <3 xx
TORN (Chapter 1)
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It's been 5months since Zayn left for Pakistan. Since then I became very emotional, I became more fragile. I went completely insane, or at least that's what my mom always tell me. Marie, me bestfriend, always attempts to visit me everyday. But fails everytime she tries, because I always keep my door locked whenever she comes and visit me. I go to bars&nightclubs very much often now, as there I can find my happiness, I think.

One night, at the nightclub... I was taking few sips of my vodka when I saw Louis just across the room sitting on a couch all alone. I approached him and said ''Hi, mind if I join you?'' with a smile. ''sure'' he replied. We drank, talked&laughed. I enjoy his company and we even danced. Eventually, I became drunk and had to see things around me, twirling. On the other hand, Louis was still stable. Then he started talking, ''so, uhm, wanna maybe... get a room or something?'' Me, being foolish&drunk, I didn't hesitate to nod. He pulls me along to a small room with a bed on it, nothing more. I look around before he turns me to face him. ''I never usually do this but you're different.'' he smirks. I was shocked, because the fist time I met him, he didn't show any interest in me. Maybe he just kept it cuz Zayn's around, but now he's gone-. He pushes me up against the wall before I could finish my thoughts and his lips hits mine hard and rough, his tongue seperating my lips making its way inside my mouth. He grabs my bum hard, pulling me close to his crotch, pressing against me. He grinds slowly and moans. He lifts me up on the bed and seperates my legs as I lock them around his hips. He moves his hands on my back, moving down to my bum&legs, pulling up my skirt. ''Louis...'' I moan. ''Mm.. Elouise.. You feel so good.'' he moans as he starts rubbing me between my legs before he unbuttons his pants. I take him in my hand and move my hand up&down... ''Aah.'' he moans and I lead him to my opening and he thrusts himself hard and deep inside me. He goes hard&fast;and I hit the wall behind me with every thrust. He kisses my neck before he places his lips on mine to silence my moan. Everything went black and the next thing I knew, I was in Louis' room. He was lying beside me, he and I both naked. I stood up to look for my clothes but I felt Louis' hand pull me back inside his arms. I went back and hugged him and whispered ''I'll be back.'' he smiles and I went out of bed. I found my clothes on the corner of the bed and wore them. I kissed Louis' cheek and went downstairs.

i saw Harry in the living room drinking coffee, I think. I silenced my steps as I make my way to the back door at the kichen so I won't be noticed. But before I could get through the kitchen, Harry called me... ''come over here'' he said. I took a deep breath and went to him. ''What?'' I asked. ''Sit down'' he said while patting on the vacant space on the sofa. Before I could even say anything... He kissed me, his lips met mine and my eyes widened in surprise. I pushed him back, ''what are you doing?'' I shouted. ''I love you, okay? It doesn't matter what you and Louis did last night, all that matters is you're here and I love you.'' he shous back. I was completely puzzled, so I ran as fast as I can to the door and ran outside. I quickly ran inside my house which is just across the street, head straight to my room and slammed the door closed. I locked it, eventually. I grabbed my pillow, pressed it against my face and screamed. I look through my phone and I realized this is the day my mom will be out of town. Work stuffs, probably. She'll be gone for a month, I think. I was all alone. I took a shower and headed downstairs to see if my mom left me something. Well, she did. She left a note and some chocolate chip cookies (they're my favorite) I took one cookie and ate it. ''Mm.. Still warm.'' I said. I jumped on the couch and turned on the t.v. I was in the middle of watching a movie when the doorbell rang. I set off to see who it was, its Niall! I opened the door and welcomed him. ''Come on in.'' I said. He just smiled and went inside. ''What brings you here?'' I asked. ''I was just bored so I went out for I walk, I just thought of dropping by.'' he answered. ''Oh, okay. Would you like something to eat?'' ''Yes please.'' he didn't hesitate to reject my offer, after all he does love food. He's an eating machine. I smiled and head off to the kichen to get some food.

Niall's POV

Elouis handed me some chocolate chip cookies. "They look delicious." "Wait until you've tasted it." she giggled. After what she said I ate one whole cookie. ''Mm, mouth-watering." I said with my mouth full. "You know Mr. Horan, it isn't proper to talk when your mouth is full." she told me in a lady-like dainty British accent. I almost choked since it was simply hilarious. She never fails to make me laugh. Elouis has been our bestfriend (our by meaning the boys and I) Eventhough she's a Directioner she seems to be calm around us. That's what we liked about her. [end of Niall's POV]

"You seem to be in a deep though." I said. "Huh? What? NO." he looked as if he was embarassed. I heard Niall's phone ringing. 'Uh, it's my mom. I gotta go now, bye." He left a kiss on my forehead and fled. It was already 9 in the evening so I decided to hit the hay.... xx
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